12:45 am fear and loathing in fog

well do every one dor being so stupid.
i have reached the conclusion that unlike the last person here i do not and am not terrified.
its true if i could get anything to work properly i would have a little more control over my life.

ANY WAY enough procrasinating (that word could well be spelt incorrectly)
this is the story.
tomorrow i head nrth to visit the family. The family being sister and parents, and little nephew and niece.
however my sister split up with her scum suckingboyfreind a while back but he still beats her up....
what do i do about that?
if i think to hard about it my mind starts creating weird fantasy and i see a whole different way of thinking.
so i can't trust anyone thats for sure. actually i can. I can trust victor my one true mate. (im not gay)
all the rest are low life scum.
I know this has little to do with grindhouse movies so i'll say this....
i watched last house on dead end street the other day an all time classic of low budget weirdness, i know in my state and frame of mide its not the best thing to do but that grainy 70's filth (now come on don't tell me you haven't seen it!) really plays the right 24frames per second.
thats the kind of film i wish the film id made was.

terrified

i am totallt scared out of my mind with fear, i think the end is coming soon

not doomtube

i had to call it notdoomtube becouse for some bizarre reason it would not let me use just doomtube

not doomtube

i had to call it notdoomtube becouse for some bizarre reason it would not let me use just doomtube

good grief

this is not mac friendly. not that i care really the mac is just a machine. made for TV docudrama U.S.A crap
i read this http://cyber.law.harvard.edu/people/jmoore/secondsuperpower.html then i read ww.theregister.co.uk/2003/ 04/03/antiwar_slogan_coined_repurposed/ with was good too. jesus christ i don't know why i'm doing this and i am hungry....